Spring Break.

BLAMEEE IT!!!(before outdoored & spring break)

The party was crazy, the room was so hot because I was buzzed that I was using the room temperature wrong, the heater was on...FTL. Next morning felt like something drilling my head for the whole day...anyways....outdoored and spring break for the next 2 weeks.

For the past 2 weeks, I had a life changing, restful, tiring, and relaxing spring break. Plus shopping. Outdoor ed was life-changing, I miss my kids every now and then, but I hope they won't fuck their lifes up. I see so much potential in them and they are so fortunate, respectful kids to be wasting their lives in such substance. Caritas Creek, also means Unconditional love. Taught me a valuable lesson and I learned a valuable thing about myself. My kids, fellow cabbin leaders and Caritas taught me to have patience for kids, and made me connect and worked as community. From this profound experience sealed my likeness working with children. From this experience, I told myself that I will be above influence. I'm not going to promise about it..But limited use in the future or no use at all.
My spring break was nice,calm and relaxing. I visited Dominican University, UC Davis, California State University Monterey Bay, UC Santa Cruz, California Polytechnic State University aka CALPOLY at SLO (san luis obispo). I still haven't visited University of Pacific Stockton & Sac. State University and am still applying at St.John's University in New York. I've definitely narrow down my choices to CALPOLY and UC Santa Cruz.Almost all the campuses are huge! CALPOLY at Slo was chill and I like the vibe and the environment. I must say I'm not sure if I can fit in well because people out there are Laguna Beach Status. hahaha. The whole atmosphere I can handle. UC Santa Cruz I can def. say the same. BUT my grades -_- fml. lol I went shopping at SLO a lot of botiques carrys the bran such as Stussy, UP and etc, but are quite expensive. I bought a stussy tee, stussy key chain from this store called Coalition and a White tee from Polo Ralph Lauren, and 3 Vnecks from Banana Republic, a Lanyard from Calpoly and ofcourse Calpoly hoodie. PICK UPS!

Anyways, going to San Luis Obispo my dad wanted to visit at least 5 mission churches (orginally 13 because during good friday Jesus fell 13 times which known to be the station of the cross, but 13 because we traveled during goodfriday, you get the idea.) These churches are amazing old, very beautiful, the churches looks very fancy and the inside are filled with antiquated patron figurines, statues and crucifix. You can tell they are very old and you can feel each church tell a story and I feel Junopero Sierra's spirit at each church he is the founder of all the mission church i'm not sure if his a saint though. Here's some picture from Mission Santa Cruz, Mission San Carlos Bromeo (Carmel), Mission San Antonio and Mission San Luis Obispo.

Mission Santa Cruz



Mission Santa Cruz was simple, it isnt use a church anymore just a musuem, its prety small actually compare to San Carlos Bromeo Carmel.

Mission San Carlos Bromeo Carmel















so much more beautiful pictures...too much lol i took a lot.

Mission San Antonio...It was getting retrofied, and getting fixed so we didn't get to get inside the church. heres some pictures








Mission San Luis Obispo, there was a festival going on so we coulnt go inside also.





Some of Dowtown SLO. San Luis Obispo


okay i didnt really take picture of downtown... lol hahaha

So going back home we went to Hearst Castle, the most beautiful place ive seen in in my life, Hearst is a very rich person who started the printing mechanism in the Western.. Walt Disney, Winston Churchill and a whole bunch of other famous people in the 1940-1950's was a guest on on his castle. He built the castle because since he was a boy he was really into castles and etc. EVERTHING WAS REAL GOLD!!!
Heres some picture of this extravagant castle. [my battery died so i used my camera phone for some of the pictures]














*********BONUS!!!!BONUS!!!!

This week is actually not that bad.
Sunday-Monday - I basically stayed up until 5:30am in the morning doing my Junior Exhibition Final Draft -_-, instead of revising 2 paragraphs, I have to revise my whole 8page essay & add 5 extra paragraph, by the time I have to revise the easy stuff I was just tired and my brain just not functioning.. FML.

Monday - I didn't go to school until 9:35 i missed the whole entire first block.
I was actually awake through out the day, but I crashed when I got home, had a goodnight sleep till Tuesday..

Today Tuesday, I'm missing 2 homework page for Chemistry ahhh!! I need to turn in the next class...SO MUCH QUESTION.., Didn't get to do my portfolios during advisory nor my resume' , I had to pick up Garbage for being LATE yesterday... PRETTY WHACK AND NASTY..
Pretty much a smooth day through the day. After school, I drove Kristin's BMW, I was too uncomfortable knowing I'm driving a $30,000 car yikes. Invited my bros to my house and Kristin and Jayjay. discussed about what needed to be done to have a crackin year and next year. I actually did my HOMEWORK, completely except the logs pages..wtf is that I don't get logs. Knowing I have Algebra 2 test next week ah..spring break come already. just 2 more weeks until Interim Week, going Outdoor ED/ Camping in cabins!!!! man with little kids -_- . In the brightside its a break from school after that week its ...SPRING BREAK too bad no CABO =/ as planned no $$$$ and also I hope I find a job fast!!!

Time to go sleep early again (i just remember I have 3 page of Chem homework to do tomorrow night FML.)

PLEASE HELP AND SUPPORT.

*UPDATE

So last weekend (2days ago) I went to Sac with Kevin and Sheri. Chill all days.GOOD ASS WEEKEND!!!! Anyways, Friday night @ Bj's in Vacaville was good, specially the Poozokie! We ordered the party size one . IT WAS crackin. A slight tour of Kevin's Sac house, then watched 2Fast2Furious,- KNOCKED OUT. The next day, everyone woke up late, chilled at Kevin's cousins house, then went to Elkgrove to pick up Josie. Chilled at Josie to play some pool. After, I volunteered to drive Kevin's big ass car to Target...Let's just say it was a ride of their life hahahhaha! Bought Sushi for our dinner, then swooped Kemi (Sheri's sister) off to watch Slumdog Millionaire again... It wasnt as good first time seeing it. After the movies went to tops yogurt, i was dissapoined, there wasnt any lychee for the day ... dropped off Josie to Elkgrove, then back to Natomas. Went to use the computer. Around 3am hunger strikes, and a crave for oily food was irresistable. I volunteered to drve again, it was much better, went around Mcdo was close, then we saw JACK, bought burgers and tacos, then parked in the parking lot to eat while me and kevin saw from drug dealing and hoe exchanging hahahaha. wtf! Sunday, was bleak, tired, Sheri chilled with us, went to big spoon, then I ko'd. packed then back to Dc. I'm glad I went this weekend to Sac, chilled with Sheri,Josie and Kevin, and whoever else was with us.. Im ready to go back.
Anyways, Chem. was my biggest dissapointment, cant really get into details..Schools good so far

Chemistry - Dr.Ted - B-
Digital Arts - Ducca - A
Spanish 3-4 - Bara-Salaes A
English - Hughes - A
Us History Berry - A
Algebra 2 - Yuen - C -_- =/

*UPDATE DEADLINES.
Passed Deadline:
[x]Jan 14, 2009 choose Service project group members (25pts)
[x]Jan 16, 2009 - Topic and three Work Cited with annotations. (200pts)
[x]Jan 23, 2009 - 5ws, text notes /w updated Work Cited (600pts)
[x]Jan 29, 2099(tom.) - Thesis Statement & Junior Exhibition Outline (800pts)

Incoming Deadline
[x]Feb 2, 2009 - Detailed rationale of Service Project, Why, and Who will it help and How (150pts)
[ ]Feb 10, 2009 - Write up plan, contact info, dates, necessary supplies, permission forms, publicity complete project. (75pts)
[ ]Feb 12, 2009 - Rough Draft Rough draft mus meet "Structure, and Content, Sources Format and Length requirements (1,200pts)
[ ]Feb 23, 2009 - Complete Status of report (400pts)
[ ]Mar 3, 2009 - Display board, proof work, photos with description (1000pts)
[ ]Mar 5, 2009 - share your work to parent, guardian , students, teachers, and community members (100pts extra credit)
[ ]Mar 9, 2009 = Final Draft with Rough draft (1800pts)
[ ]Mar 12 -16, 2009 Presentations, 5-10mins length no less, no more. Note cards, and visuals presentation . (1500pts)

Sacramento.

My weekend in Sacramento was fun. Can't wait to go back.

eh

quite frankly, im used to... its either that or i always try,.

121am. Junior Exhibition & Service project = WELCOME TO OCEANA FML.

Junior Exhibition Outline due tomorrow 2nd Block. Half done.
insufficient info!!! UGHS. worth: 800pts

Passed Deadline:
[x]Jan 14, 2009 choose Service project group members (25pts)
[x]Jan 16, 2009 - Topic and three Work Cited with annotations. (200pts)
[x]Jan 23, 2009 - 5ws, text notes /w updated Work Cited (600pts)
[ ]Jan 29, 2099(tom.) - Thesis Statement & Junior Exhibition Outline (800pts)

Incoming Deadline
[ ]Feb 2, 2009 - Detailed rationale of Service Project, Why, and Who will it help and How (150pts)
[ ]Feb 10, 2009 - Write up plan, contact info, dates, necessary supplies, permission forms, publicity complete project. (75pts)
[ ]Feb 12, 2009 - Rough Draft Rough draft mus meet "Structure, and Content, Sources Format and Length requirements (1,200pts)
[ ]Feb 23, 2009 - Complete Status of report (400pts)
[ ]Mar 3, 2009 - Display board, proof work, photos with description (1000pts)
[ ]Mar 5, 2009 - share your work to parent, guardian , students, teachers, and community members (100pts extra credit)
[ ]Mar 9, 2009 = Final Draft with Rough draft (1800pts)
[ ]Mar 12 -16, 2009 Presentations, 5-10mins length no less, no more. Note cards, and visuals presentation . (1500pts)

Todays, a walked down in memory lane.

Ughs, Today I cut out again during lunch, after spanish class Jayjay signed out(dr.appt.) and me,dom,eljay and janel rolled with her because me,janel and jayjay have a sub for fatberry, and Dom and Eljay reason was just normal hahaha. But i need to stop cutting, but I can honestly say my grades are in goodshape for now... Went to mission district, @ St. Lukes. As Jayjay drives going to St.Lukes the strip was filled with mexican immigrants looking for a job from the streets i guess hoping one car will pick them up to for a job...i've never seen anything like it. i was shock. Anyways got to St. Lukes Jayjays doctor was out to lunch till 1 -_-, so we walked around got Pizzahut then went back..after drove back to the Dc, went to Vallero's in St.Francis square grabbed their tasty meat buns! YUM it so good, then dropped off eljay and dom. Back ot OHS, while Jayjay went to her practice, Me and Janel went to the front just to check out who was there. No one important i voluntered to drop Jeanelle home because i was feeling like a good semritan plus we just catched up on things. Anyways I need to stop cutting. I promise.

When going home, I thought about visiting Fernando Rivera...first thing i noticed was Ms. Villarin's Subaru Impreza its a wagon but a little fix up = sports car! haha anyways I asked a 7th or 8th grader where where is ms.villarin's room because I forogt where it was, her room is kind of the same but for the fact that she has more tables and bigger class!! we catched up and had some laughters. I was shocked that she got married last year . good for her though! after visited her I checked out Ms. Ross but before that I went through Ms.Gharrity, she dont remembe me-_- hahhaa w/e. then I checked out Ms.Ross's room if he still there but she wasnt so then I rushed through mr.moore also not there but I went to ms.greene she remembers me!!!! YAY!! oddly she was jsut thinking about me... hahaha no homo i guess. lol i miss that class, thats where i adapted my new me, and my new life i should say... Jaena, Kristel, Andrew B., Alissa, Vince, and Clyde .... I can honeslty say each one of them changed me. memories...but she told me to comeback in wednesday she have like this after class thing, oh yeah she till in room16!! haha.

Today is a hisotric day.

Today, Barrack Obama becomes our first African-American president. A person everyone can look up too. Truly inspiring.

let cross out one thing!

-finish my SAT books
-get my L's yes i got them yesterday after school!
-do good in Junior Exhibition
-be on task in Yearbook no procrastination ? uh maybe if i really wanna be the head editor next year
-shit throw a bonfire/party
-find a job
-blog more intelligently

please dont stop the music,music..hahaa

Gotta love pandora.com so you just type the artist you want and it plays his/her songs or similar artist...good music! lol saved me time from doing my chemistry write up from picking songs to play, then fowards the one you dont like or you dont want to lsiten to, with pandora.com each song is soothing... I finally finished my chem. work, tomorrow i'm planning of finishing all my Annotated Works Cited page for my Junior Exhibition during history class due on Fri. 200pts. and it has to be flawless.
So basically the Junior Exhibition is a 7page essay report about the American Dream, and ofcourse you have your own topic mine is Angela Davis. With that 7page essay report I have to explain the contributions of Angela Davis and what she did in an important events to make other people life different and better also an analysis of it. Getting other people point of views, how other people see it and their reactions to what she did and also today. Plus one literary sources which i think i want to use a poem or maybe interview her herself since she is still alive. Despite all these, "People for service learning project" or American Dream service project is part of junior exhibition, i grouped with Brian Naval, Mjay Carrera, and Anglika Arenas. I really don't have an idea what is but we have to fundraise or something like that to help the American Dream ?!?! no clue. I admit, this project has to be the hardest and the most demanding project ever, since I got to do other thigns besides the project itself, but it also requires getting invole with a community.

too early.

Let just says its one of those thats too productive... I finished 3/5 pages of algebra2 homework, I really need to work on my Chemistry Lab procedure write up and thats it for tonight, i should also be driving but my brother is using my car ughs... i'm not use to it yet nor know the vehicles.. -_-. too lazy to blog lat.

hows everything been.

I haven't blog in a week, since I finished all my work for tonight i plan to blog which im doing right now. First week back from school was a little hectic, Stay Safe Youth Coaltion meeting, homework at night, SSYC public opinion surveys, and all other community related stuff. What can I say SSYC is fun. Although i'm a bit surprised that im actually getting more close to Frankie as I thought I would be closer to Allison but i love them both!!! Still no License but soon, i'm practicing and preparing myself so I can pass. I've been in task in school i mean I do my homework now!! UGHS WE RECENTLY JUST RECEIVE OUR JUNIOR EXHIBITION PROJECT!!! FUCKING WORTH 456454445564564655644564654POINTS -_-. I'm fucking worried...despite that Yearbook due date is comming up again giving me a stress that i dont need..!! anyways
my goals for the next few months ..
-finish my SAT books
-get my L's
-do good in Junior Exhibition
-be on task in Yearbook no procrastination ? uh maybe if i really wanna be the head editor next year
-shit throw a bonfire/party
-find a job
-blog more intelligently

this has to be my worst grade.

Its junior year, its the most important year and I my grades are not the best -_-
I don't know, just feels like i'm out of hope ... i don't know but lately ive been in a bitchass mood, and getting mad for no reason and knowing my grades will just make it worst.

01 VANDAALENWETTER 01005 CHEMISTRY (P) C
02 DUCA 02018 DIGITAL DESIGN 1 B+
03 BARRA-SALAS 03012 SPANISH 3-(P) A-
04 HUGHES 04009 HUM 11-ENG (P) B
05 BERRY 05016 HUM11-US HIS(P) C
06 YUEN 06005 ALGEBRA II (P) B-
fuck my future, im so angry about my grades! what happened im so dissapointed at myself. I fucked up in the year where everything matters... I let my parents down, my cousins, and myself. LESSON LEARNED. i didn't even get honor roll. sigh.how could i fuck up so bad ? im not settle, i wish I couldve brought some grades up . I'm so mad at myself.

some serious change needs to happen, it shall be drastic...man, im slippin.

bye 08, hello 09

for the past 7 days, i've been out with the family and ending my 2008 with minor flaws is epic, specially spending it all with family, although there was a little fuss about me drinking and what not, btw 18! woot LEGAL bitch.

new definitely calls out for new goals, "New year's resolution" it will be simple, but maybe hard to accomplish but I think i can manage.

-Join Muay Thai (FSA) time to build up my confidence again, and its about time to toughen myself up
-School, stop procrastination, more in task, try this time, stop being lazy .. its a must
-lose weight, something i struggled with ever since 5th grade. I can do this, its the year
-get off the hype and stand up more on what I believe in..."stop being a follower
-Be more mature, do 18 years old things
-FIND FRIENDS THAT ARE IN MY AGE RANGE SO I DONT HAVE TO GO TO 18 and UNDER CLUBS WITH THE BOPPERS. hahahahaha
-Score descent in SAT
-STOP BUYING FUCKING SHOES
-get a new part time job

..Just got home from the last family Party. I must say this is a good Winter Break, I got the chance to get closer with my cousins from Chicago and the ones that are in college and just graduated college..also a NEPHEW SOON TO BE BORN. i've been thinking a lot, I might want to go college in the east coast....

Merry Christmas & pt 1

This year I'm not really interested if I get the things I like, I always give and always get but I never Thank..So this year I am THANKFUL for the blessings the lord gave me. I'm thankful for having a wonderful family, and although I lost some friends I also gained the best ones. I'm THANKFUL I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSINGS LORD. I couldn't ask for a better Christmas gift.
I'm turning 18 in 2 days!!!

  Christmas part 1: annoyed, I got ready early but I didnt really dressed up yet because I have to clean my room. I cleaned my room and dressed up, some of my relatives came too early and bathroom wasn't clean yet -_-. My mom was going to clean it up but my mom ask me to do instead since shes cooking. EFFIN GROSS I saw "stuff" more than what I really needed to see. -_- just awful, but hey its christmas got into good mood right away. So this morning my parents had us open some of our presents, I was my brother gave me G-Shock watch!!!!!!! Althought it wasn't the G1phone nor the Sbs hawaiis I asked him for, it was still dope THANK YOU!!! It was nothing I expect!! and after that my parents gave me $$$$ wooot!!!
heres the pic of my gshock









$$$ + gshock!! now waiting for more family to come more $$ & presents!!