Thanks Giving.

First of all Happy Thanks Giving to everyone. Every year I always say, "I'm thankful for everything: friends,family,food,life,health. but lets face it am I really? How many times do I front ? How many time do I take advantage? OH that one really bites it...For the past few weeks, I never really ask my mom to buy me things, I just keep pushing her, like she bought me a peacoat, then i said okay next is a cardigan then she did, and i said okay mom I really want this argyle sweater and she bought it...yet what have she bought my little brother? nothing its always me, i hate how I always make myself the center of attention in the family, I cant help it..I wouldn't ask my parents for anything if I have job, but right now with my grades I cant afford to get a job. My dad&mom always gives me money and allowance..Its like I cant never get enough, majority of that money i dont even know what i spend on, I still havent told my parents how much money i have left in my bank..My brother just walked into my room and said "you bought 2 shirts and how much money in the bank you have left"..ehh its too late now, it shipping but like its my money.. maybe is true that i'm a brat in the family and im always spending, its probably is true. What can I do? How do I be thankful ? My birthday is also comming up, I'm asking my dad for a room in Mariott and buy shitload of food for my friends, am I asking too much because I'm turning 18? and then I'm going behind his back by getting some drinks...First they give me what I want, second I got behind their back and drink ?Is that a sign of being thankful? Maybe I never really appreciated them? But i love them and I think I do.Thanks for everything Mom&Dad and I know both of you guys work so hard jsut to put big meals everyday..(we shouldd cut down im becoming obese =/) THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...

i love my friends, specially my PT&4. I always thought that I would blend in more with my old crowd, but I guess things change...I never thought i would be close to my main 5homies. Josie,Jason,Kevin,Janelle K. and Janel and Jayjay..I dont know what would i do without them, there are the first 5 people i would run too if im stuck in any sticky situation i'm thankful to god that he gave me a chance to make new friends...Real talk, if i ever need reassurance they'll always be here for me... But I must say, theres one friend that I wish is still my friend... I know shes having a goodtime right now and having a goodass thanks giving...I'm thankful to be given a chance to be a close friends of her for a quick year, without her in my freshman year I would still be the same. She basically thought me how to be myself, and that people i'm always down for arent always going to down with me..! i miss her though.

Ken Park

Movie was dope, unexpected ending and I get the move..Mature people only thats for sure..Speechless in the ending.

..Can't wait for the holidays. editted2more events

tomorrow its my Grandma's b-day and she expect everyone to talk about this year's christmas and new years plan and from what i'm hearing my uncle and cousins are these...
December Plans:
Dec. 04, and that weekend Westmoor Winterball (sorry I don't think i'm going, $60 you guys are trippin I don't have money and SILLYmariel's telly.
DEC.13: Oceana Winterball, and MAYBE a telly,maybe..
Dec.17 Jason's 17th Birthday..one of my PTs
DEC 19 or 20.. My early Birthday party/chill ...18th finally and BOTTLES up. =]
DEC 22-25 family comming down from Vegas,NYC,and Washington/ FAMILY TIME. /Christmas
DEC 26 most likely family shopping
Dec. 27 my real 18th birthday, getting right cartiledge pierce and my left industrial.. or can be Tahoe? maybe
Dec.28 Alissa.Alisasis 17th Birthday damn, I met her when she was 9 or 10 then now shes effn 17th.....WAY BACK.
DEC 29. Carlo's b-day Chicago Family comming down to Milipitas
Dec.30 who knows ?
Dec.31st Milpitas Family/Chicago Family, Vegas,NYC,Washington Family /Jan 1. New Years Uncle Rene's birthday.
JAN.3fuckschool. =/