Happy Birthday in one week.

I don't care anymore, I'm turning 18 woot not.! I dont wanna do anything its really whatever. I dont have to have a party with drinks and dro so people would want to go...And real talk i just realize that people don't really care about my birthday every year im always down to celebrates and help make big plans for someones else's yet mines neglected. even with my family my birthday don't really matter no one even knew it was my b-day last year no one was home when i got home from work last year. I'm just tired of looking foward for a good birthdat knowing that it wont be as great as anyone else's. I never really had a birthday..but im not even gonna make this a pity blog just real talk.